We r all liars... I did a quiz to determine just how I lie... i know that I do, and the result made me cry... and also another...

Result from a Facebook quiz...

"M Zeke's result is With Your Behavior:

You lie with how you act. You are a 'glass half full' kind of person, or at least you pretend to be. You act like the person people need. You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals. You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement. You ar...e kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on. Basically, you lie about who you are. Your kind heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you, but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people. You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you. You live for your ever growing circle of friends. You lie because you do not think about yourself. You are happy if everyone else is happy, and sometimes have a problem with thinking for yourself. Only your truest friends have seen you when your tolerance has run out, and your best friends are the ones who calm you down and don't take advantage of this. Even if you have had a bad day, you put a smile on for the people who need a positive person around. However, you let your guard down easily for a smooth talker or overly friendly stranger. Your kind heart is open to everyone, which makes you a target for people with bad intentions. Keep your friends close and let them help you pick out the bad people, because they are your weakness. It's true that people could use someone like you, but remember to think about yourself from time to time so you don't explode from holding it all in. You don't want to...
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It is so true.
No wonder no body really and truly knows me...
I've lied so many times.

And here's another:

Result from another facebook quiz...


What State Is Your Heart In?

"M Zeke's result is Bleeding Heart
Your heart bleeds for one person, you yearn for their heart's embrace and to feel them love you as you love them. You may keep it hidden to protect yourself from harm but the need for them never lessens only grows with every glance and touch. Yu know love and feel it fo...r them, but you torment yourself refusing to let it go so you suffer in silence because how could you ever deny yourself the way your heart flutters when you look at them. They say unrequainted love is life's greatest sorrow if you can't let it go then keeping hoping that one day they'll look at you differently and return your love.
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I cried for that one too... obviously because it is true... but because of shame, i sort of denied it with fake laughing on my profile page.

I couldn't let all know it was true... sounds rather pathetic, but I think if she ever saw it she might believe it... then again, maybe not.

I miss her, but I try my best never to say it aloud.

Because she doesn't miss me in that way at all, and as friends we probably shouldn't entertain such feelings... even if they are true.