....

I read her updates for MSN. There was one; "My girl, if you wanna break up wid me, just say so now! I won't rock da chain if you have bad blood against me."

1-
I didn't get the feeling that we were ever "together" past Fabruary.

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Why isn't she just straight up?

3-
I feel more sick now.

4-
I wanna cry.


I am the stupidest person I know, and now I hate myself for feeling like this.

Maybe it's just fate, and we weren't ever meant to be.
I wish I could just believe that and go on, for Christ's sake!

I wish all would just leave me alone.