So... let's just say....

That I still sorta miss you.
But I'm trying not to act on it.
Is that the right thing?

So, I sorta see myself liking him too.
But it's kinda hard to just switch like that.
How can I?

I still love you.
But I'm hiding that fact a bit.
It doesn't feel great, but I gotta do this for now I suppose.

Torture...

If I was a guy, I know I could definately be at your side, no problem.
But I'm not.

That's the problem.

My fault for falling in love with you.

Now I must live with it, being in love, but not being able to share this feeling... the pain of which i feel holding it in now...

But as I do, I'll live.