All my feelings I express here are rarely or never shown.
These, are feelings found in the depths of my person.
I never demonstrate them, because they do not affect me enough to.
Nor do I want them to.
However, I do not keep my feelings inside.
This is how i let them out.
Most people talk it out.
Most people have friends who are willing to hear the real stuff; who actually have the patience.
But me? Though I have people like that around, its not very easy to express myself with these emotions.
I am more introvert.
So this is my method.
At school; I act myself. I'm not acting any role, who I am at school, is me in society.
And personally, to a point.
Among my friends, everything is alright.
Around her, everything is alright as well.
We're friends, so I do not entertain feelings toward her.
But that doesnt mean I ignore it.
But here, its a bit better to be secretive.
What can I say?
Life's there to live.
And so, I do.
Hurt....Lonely?
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I'm crowded, but yet i still feel alone.
It's as if i don't belong, and trying to fit in is just destroying myself.
The pain I feel because i can't express m...
15 years ago
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